Update

Doctor's appointment today was disappointing, as they all seem to be lately. I'm now a whopping 1.5 cm dilated, and might be in "early labor." I got the order to schedule a non stress test and a biophysical profile before the induction next Friday. Truly, I'm hoping I won't make it that far. I keep saying that, but I've been having some pretty strong contractions (the kind that make me stop what I'm doing) for more than 24 hours now. They just won't get regular. Let me apologize in advance for not calling anyone, or replying to emails or voicemails. At this point, I'm so tired and frustrated that I don't really want to talk to anyone. Even Shawn is pushing my buttons, and I REALLY like him. So, don't take it personally if you don't hear from me until the baby is born. I promise I still love you all.